Just someone to love me

Just someone to love me

Feeling so lonely… although I am not.
Trying to figure out why I'm always making the same mistake.
I want what I don't have; I have what I don't want.
All of this time I just was hoping for someone to love me.
I have so much inside to give, yet I feel so empty.
I'm still wondering why I have all these forbidden emotions.
Sometime, someday, somehow all this will have to end, before it finishes me.
I've being like this for such a long time, now it's hard to change it to the way it was.
I'm not myself anymore. I'm not that little girl. Innocence has gone away.
Luxury, passion, intelligence, suffer, experience and love, all of these had changed me to who I am now.
Loosing myself in time, can't get straight the thoughts in my mind,
Wishing for just to forget all that had happened, what love tasted like,
the passion of the look in your eyes, while you were watching me.
I seek you even in my dreams.
I try harder 'til I get tired,
There's no more tears left in me.
My face banishing from your memories
Keeps on living as your shadow,
'til one good day is erased completely
for your sake, not for mine.
Because all I've ever wanted to find
was just someone to love me.