It rains

I don't have to tell you how I feel 'cause you already know. And it rains...And yet I can't stand your angry, careless and satisfied face when you made me cry once again.Tired, restless, calm I don't care for any answers.Sometimes the sadness is combined with the rage for leting you hurt me, when I promised myself not to let it happen ever again.it rains.How come everything come first than me, first than us?How come you be so selfish and extremily love yourself so...Couldn't really do anything for you to understand, you seem to love your anger and your reasons so badly, not to let them go.But instead you quit the thing you swear to love the most.How can I ever understand you if I can't really have you, not like this.Why do you fail to see what you have with me? Time passes by, it doesn't matter what happened before, it just matters now, it matters you and I, but you just don't care anymore.Today it rains in my heart because you fail to see what many others wished they could have, they could love,they could share with, they could see... it's ME!